Last year I went to Park City. It was my first time at Sundance, and I really enjoyed the vibe of the festival. I had a great time working and watching some fantastic films. It was a wonderful experience and one I was looking forward to having again in 2021. But, as the pandemic hit us all, it was clear that I wouldn’t be going to Park City this year. …
Sempre achei que quem fala tudo o que pensa, não sabe lidar consigo mesma e com seus fantasmas interiores. E eu lido bem com os meus. Por isso, revelo-os pra mim mesma e pra quase ninguém mais.
Ontem gritei em silêncio sobre meu cansaço e a vontade de sumir daqui. Mas, ir pra onde? Não há lugar no mundo em que não esteja também minha consciência e o que nela carrego. É comum ouvir que não podemos fugir dos problemas, mas isso não é verdade. Podemos sim fugir dos problemas e das pessoas que nos causam esses problemas. Do que…
I’m tired of feeling dumb when trying to solve other people’s problems.
I’m tired of having to stand still when, in reality, I’d like to scream and start running right now.
I am tired of the meanness of other people who only want to help when the problem affects themselves.
I’m tired of feeling useless and pretending that I don’t know that some people think I’m stupid.
I’m just tired.
Nothing about it means I want to give up.
About a year ago, I made a pact with myself to start writing a blog. At that time, I said that I would create short essays about the shows and films I’m constantly watching (because, yep, I watch A LOT of stuff). Well, in the end, I didn’t follow it through. The blog ended up never happening, and to me, that was a disappointment and a confirmation of failure. For a long time, my pattern has been to fill my schedule with things I do for others, without leaving time to perform tasks that I should do for myself. …
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